Thursday, August 30, 2012

Inspiritual Quote By: MiddleSoul


Why Writers Write Late at Night?/Live Your Dreams

Some people think that Writers have to be crazy people are these late night crazy thinkers who write by candle but that was than. Now a days writers have evolved into individuals who are taken into their homes and rooms and enjoyed by many. When you watch a movie you are watching the vision of someone else the screenwriter had a vision and out comes the movie.
I knew that I wanted to be a writer since the age of 10 years old. I told my mom that I wanted to be a writer, and so whatif Im saying is "If you have a dream please live it. The weight of your regrets will out weigh your heart if you dont go after your dreams and if you dont accomplish it right now its okay try again. The measurement between failure and success is a step and its the step right after experiencing failure." -Daniel J. Davis

Friday, August 24, 2012

New Direction/Inspiration Behind the first poem written By MiddleSoul

Sometimes being pushed by the right person can motivate you. You can either endure it and allow it to motivate you where your life changes or lash out. Which will you do?

Well me personally when I was younger I was talked about a lot in middle school, because I had real bad acne. You already know what that did to my self esteem. No girl would want to be close to me, and so what I had to use is my "mouth piece" (the words I said to a woman aka game) had to be tight. I wouldnt know but soon enough that Id meet my first love Priscilla that would inspire me to write poetry. She wrote me a poem and I wrote one back with her a poem back. Ive been writing ever since than. If it wasnt for her it probably wouldnt be a book entitled Da Poems. She showed me how important school was and we would compare grades with eachother to see whos grades were better after the semester was over. There has been a lot of changes since 1999, but my love for poetry and writing has never changed.

Music Notes Left In Ink


Music Notes Left In Ink




I cant hide it anymore this pain within my lids. I cant stop racing these memories of those days of you and I. I mean Ive never been so deep in a relationship in my 26 years of my life. How do I just pick up from here now. I guess the best way is to just move on and keep moving. I can get back to the things I was doing, before I met you. I dont mean no harm to you or your loved ones. Its sad it took this long for you to tell me the truth. You had to tell me in just a text message really??? 
Life is a cycle of lessons. I wont just stand here and allow this affect everything that Im doing now. The most important person in my life is ME. I need to get back to taking care of me, because at the end of the day its only my responsibility to take care of ME. 
Breathing better now with knowing the truth and thats all I accept is the truth. I dont really think an apology will really bandage up the gages across my heart. Maybe if I listened instead of speaking to the family and friends who saw what I didnt. But I didnt even want to hear them and blocked it out. I made life changing deceisions based on A LIE, but I learned a valuable lesson. This chapter is finally closed. Next Chapter Begins……..


 #MiddleSoul #DaPoems

The Last Chapter/The New Chapter


I find myself up thinking about my last relationship wondering what I did wrong and what I did right. Now Im not going go into detail about this and that or to put her on blast at all.
Im just learning about life as we all are. It was good while it lasted. I mean being in a relationship you have your ups and downs that life.
Im not going blame me or her etc. A pity party not needed here but it seems like smiles always happen when you dont have to go through pain anymore.
Im learning why I started writing all over again as in not because of my first love or another woman. Poetry was also one of the things that helped me release my feelings,darkest secrets, the words written on my Heart. Poetry is that first wall to my heart and this blog takes you to the door behind that. Thank you for going on this journey with me.

CELEBRATING YOU



CELEBRATING YOU









Im going post on my blog early this morning. Have you ever been in a relationship, friendship, or job where you feel unappreciated??? Is this because they really dont appreciate you or is it something deeper than that you dont appreciate yourself? Do you take yourself out and appreciate time with yourself anymore and celebrate an accomplish you have been working hard on or do you get mad because someone didnt call,text,IM,tweet, or facebook message you congradulations? Is that there responsibility or did we drop the ball in taking self pride in what we worked hard to accomplish?

This is something that I started thinking that Ive NOT been doing for 13 years. I wasnt just indirectly thinking/exspecting people to support my accomplishments, but Id start to question was what I did good enough or “BIG ENOUGH”. Yes, Ive had friends,family,associates and coworkers appreciate my accomplishments, but did I take the time to celebrate me and what Ive done??? What is the point in learning a lesson and not teaching another that lesson? You werent just point on this earth to learn but to teach. 


#middlesoul #dapoems

Early Morning Conversation


Early Morning Conversation








I felt tonight or rather this morning I was going post earlier today. I wanted to know have you ever felt under appreciated? Do you feel this way because someone doesnt appreciate you or is it a bigger issue than that you dont appreciate yourself (by not celebrating your accomplishments)? 
Ive learned that I havent been celebrating my own accomplishments, but asking for the approval of others if it meets there standards of achievement. If I continue this way it wont matter if I become a doctor today or tomorrow or whatever my dream is. I must fill self achievement set by my own standards. I wouldnt be living my life but allowing them to live through me. Im just now learning this at the age of 25 but the point is that I learned this none-the-less. But what is the point in learning a lesson if Im not going to teach another or stop another from making the same mistakes that Ive made in the past?

What is the point in having amibition if your motivation is going to stop at any sign of you not accomplishing your goals?”
-Daniel J. Davis

My Story I (My Heart and Soul was last seen Here)


My Story I (My Heart and Soul was last seen Here)



Life, you only get one of those. Some of us stress and lose rest on the wrong things breakups,money, and jobs. What do you really appreciate in life? When we follow our heart it usually leads to what we love to do. Im going to get back into what I had fallen in love with 13 years ago poetry or thats what came out. Now that I look back I fell in love with my own story. I didnt hold on to the tears, the fears and triumphs in my life. Lately these last couple of years I havent written as much, but this is because Ive had so much to say that the words would clash at the doors of my heart. But its true the tide of life can come at you pretty hard and sometimes more than you can handle. This is when you turn inside and remember you can make it through this just as you have the days,weeks,months, and years before. Yes, Ive had people doubt me as anybody else, and what is my response to that. Ill play this piano on my heart, as you feel the vibration on the chords of the ocean, a tear gives birth, because Ive touched your heart. 

#MiddleSoul #dapoems

Do You Believe In Your Dream or Do You Just Dream?


Can I ask you a ? Do you really see yourself living your dreams or are you just doing half the work? What I mean by that is God has given us all gifts to give back to the world. Some of us havent found our gift yet and thats okay. But if you do know your gift and things arent looking the brightest thats okay. I want you to make something happen!!!! The best thing about being down on your luck or with the problems in life is how you can get back into the game and show how strong you are. I want you to STAND,BELIEVE,and LOVE what you do and yourself. #middlesoul #dapoems

Not Looking Back


Not Looking Back

I woke up this morning with the biggest smile on my face that ever have in a long time. I feel like some of us or most of us get so tighted up when we are hurt that we forget to capture the smiles inbetween. Im a victim to that as well. Ive been swamped by the memories left on the walls of my brain that I tend to forget the happiness that comes with a smile. They say a smile is free. So let me ask you why do we hold unto fear,doubt, and saddness, instead of embracing to push us further with success,amibition, and creative ideas of tomorrow?
I feel like this is another heel in my life. I stand on top of this heel and it was a hard heel to climb exspecially in the end. I had family n friends pull me up and I stand before you a better man. I dont think Ive ever felt like this in my life. Im throwing up smiles from all angles of my mouth, and just feels so good. I feel like this is the point of happiness that Ive been trying to get to in my life. This is the life I celebrate and Im not looking back.