Why when a heart is so use to being broken we have to be force fed love? This time I'm going allow love to be received, because that's what I need and deserve. I've been through the heartbreaks and tears its time to go after what I need. Who says that men don't cry over a broken hearts is just that a broken heart.
I've had those nights not knowing how I was going make it through the night without thinking about her. I've had those nights like the first time I was cheated on, how could my first fiance cheat on me with a married man, or how could someone tell me that I was going to a father and I wasn't (this has been the second time). Some people may ask why you telling us this part of your life?, because someone told me "the best story ever told was mine and someone else is going through the same thing and need to hear it. They need to hear about your survival so they know that they can make it as well."-Yogi Ward
Im up thinking about this "Love Struggle" jumping from heart break to "heart make" or so I thought. Dang, I missed why me? I see statuses on facebook and twitter of relationships lasting for years, and that's a beautiful thing. So where is "my love at" the one that's going hold my heart and not play with it like a basketball, but this is "the game of love" (complete phrase known as "the game").
It's amazing how "new love" can make you feel like a new person. You realize that your exs didn't deserve the love you was giving them, and what you was accepting and what you deserved was two different things. I'm accepting some "fresh love", and I call it that because I've been calling my past love we see how far that got me in life.
To "fresh love" I would ask you where you have been all my life, but I believe I can answer that question. You was dealing with the games finest players who knew what they was doing, and did it well. It could of been on the court of the bedroom or the court of your heart both you got played on it. I'm sure your tired of being played in this game, and so we both needed a "time out". So I met you on the bench both needing some rest after being beat like that from our past relationships. Let me introduce you to love and take as much time you need inhale. I'm not trying to brag of what kind of man I am, but I'm not going run off with your heart ,and bring you nothing in return. I am going build you up when others put you down. Let me be your backbone when others scold you with words of doubt and anger. Let me show you appreciation of a thousand times thousand and than start over again. You know you deserve it and I know have been needing it. I know you have been wondering when will your tears balance out your smiles and your smiles out weigh your tears. I know you'll question whether is "real" or "real fake", and so I take the time everyday to be the reason behind your smile each and every day.
-MiddleSoul
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