Have you ever thought if things with that special someone had worked out you wouldn't feel the pain that you do now?? Sometimes that's a true story and sometimes it's just a part of the past that needs to remain that your past. Reminiscing about the past of you and that person only draws you closer to the that heartbreak that you desperately are trying to get away from. I mean how many times do you need to have this happen before you learn?? Now that was just a time of me speaking to myself and to you. Now you would think that I would do differently after dating for 17 years? But sometimes once you repeat a habit of something's sometimes you become numb by the situation. I mean this is what "heartbreaks" makes me numb. I've had so many that it doesn't hurt as much and so I guess in my mind I'd become us to it. It's like I'd tell people that I have a "relationship cycle" between Jan -Apr I'll be dating but by May I'll be single and by the end of the summer I'll be in a new relationship. By my bday happens in Sept I maybe with the same woman by my bday but I won't see her on my bday . By Oct I'll be starting another relationship but by Christmas I'll possibly single thru the new year. This is my "relationship cycle" has gone on for about a decade and people ask why don't u smile?? Well here is your answer look at my "relationship cycle" I've never felt the love I write about for a very long time but a short while. One day I'll meet someone that will change that my cycle.
-MiddleSoul Testimony
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