History of A Broken Heart

I didnt think about it until just this moment and time. I know its early in the morning, but Ive been broken hearted by the state of being broken hearted. What I mean is when you go back over your history or track record when it comes to relationships. Have you had more broken hearts, have you broken hearts, or after enough broken hearts just given up on love?
Im one of the those romantics that you hear he is a hopeless romantics. I believe love is out there for everyone and someone may not see it but there out there. Sometimes the reason that we havent seen it, because you decide to hold onto the past.